_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
it was the day..
my heart stopped beating..
the last piece of hope that
im clinging on with all
my might has snapped.
or rather being sliced by
his cruelity.
he had been calling me
for the past few days.
and those phonecalls
those words of concern
gave me false hope.
told me he kept our pics
told me he broke up with her.
i decided to take a chance
and work for my own happiness.
as i knew he was the one
i really wanted.
i ask him if we could be
back together again.
he said that it was me
who told him to be realistic
and we had bleak future
why is it that i am being
so naive now?
i told him i regretted
letting the distance affect us.
i told him i wanted
to be back together again.
i told him nobody ever took
his place in my heart.
he crashed my soul by telling me
to stop being naive
and face the reality.
i told him i wanted to be silly
for once.
i told him to just give
us both a chance.
i told him to let us
stick together till the end
and make our future possible
using our own hands.
he said that its impossible.
i told him that im taking
a gamble with my
already brokened heart
as the bet just to win
our future that we once
both talked and dreamed
about together
under the blanket.
he said he regretted calling me
he said that with such a cold
voice that it made me
wonder if it was really
the man i loved with all my might.
the man who used to
whisper sweet nothing into my ears.
the man who told me
we'll stick together till the end.
the man who showered me with love.
the man who keeps me in
that special place in his heart.
where did he go?
he's changed.
into a total stranger
into a cold blooded person
who can hear me cry
and beg for a chance
to let the dream
we've made come true.
-without even sounding concerned-
i guess..
its really the end this time
FOR GOOD.
there it goes..
the love of my life.
i'm the dumbest bitch
in the whole universe.
LOVE
really makes people stupid.
And
i will only be silly for once.
tearstaiinedd`
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